I’m so unbelievably scared to lose you. In scared I’m not enough and I do everything wrong and I hate it. I want to be perfect for you, I want to make you happy and be everything to you. But I’m scared that I’m not worth it, that one day you’ll give up and I’ll just be another mistake. And if I do lose you, I want to be only a good memory, I would want you to miss my smile, my laugh and when I get in my hyper mood and talk in a British accent but you won’t you’ll remember the bad, my low self esteem and how pessimistic I am and I can’t let that happen. I just want to be perfect for you, because you’re my everything, My best friend. And I could never make it if I lost you.